Thursday, November 30, 2006
it ceased?
i'll still stand guard my uncertainties. my worries. my deep ocean mind.
12:39 AM
it ceased?
i'll still stand guard my uncertainties. my worries. my deep ocean mind.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:39 AM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i went to my memory castle just now. there are some things civillians just won`t understand. i`m so mute so drained of energy. what happened again? please do let the peace retain through-out. please. please grant me the power. i`ll tell myself i`m not helpless cos i still have me. me. and me. i refuse 'charity'. thanks.
anyways, a very Happy Birthday to RCYH. =)
sent him my wishes already so i need not repeat.
3:43 AM
i went to my memory castle just now. there are some things civillians just won`t understand. i`m so mute so drained of energy. what happened again? please do let the peace retain through-out. please. please grant me the power. i`ll tell myself i`m not helpless cos i still have me. me. and me. i refuse 'charity'. thanks.
anyways, a very Happy Birthday to RCYH. =)
sent him my wishes already so i need not repeat.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 3:43 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
i want what i need. but the time`s not ripe yet. still not.
need not ask me what`s that. the time`s just not right. =)
i believe most of us have this feeling when you listen to certain songs whereby when the song is played, some memories just trigger, be it good or bad. perhaps most of you won`t know, even my closest ones. when a noisy lady like me suddenly switches to "silent mode" or look dazed while listening to a song, no matter if it`s in ktv when my friends are singing or when i just listen quietly to my zen on the bus, i`m actually letting a film run through my mind. somehow or rather i think these are my reflections in life. it may not necessarily be relationship problems, it may even be peer problems or work-life concerns, just things which could have happened to me before or even unprecedented incidences. i admit i think alot. that may be a plus point or minus point. but as days passed, the negative value in my life progresses to a positive mark. i don`t need any judgemental comments, i am just who i believe i am. unique and worthy. i realised the beauty of humans is truly flaunted only when they start loving themselves. you may not agree, but take time to observe the externalities. you must discover more than you`ve already learnt. no point trapping yourself in a circle, `cos you will only move round and round and arrive at the same destiny. step out of the circle. take the 1st step. create your own life. everyone will despise you if you let yourself to be. don`t take things for granted too hard. it`s an err humans usually commit, unawared. we understand. accept what comes along with an open heart and mind. =)
and sure i have my own limits too. it`s only human. don`t test my patience on certain things. if you`d done wrong, admit. take a moment to really put yourself in others` shoes. we don`t always expect others to do the same. to influence others, you`ve to start the ball rolling. they`ll see you in a different light one day if you`ve impressed them with your goodwill. that`s all i gonna say.
C.C.phobia. be original baby.
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-------undaunted. i just love you.
1:17 AM
i want what i need. but the time`s not ripe yet. still not.
need not ask me what`s that. the time`s just not right. =)
i believe most of us have this feeling when you listen to certain songs whereby when the song is played, some memories just trigger, be it good or bad. perhaps most of you won`t know, even my closest ones. when a noisy lady like me suddenly switches to "silent mode" or look dazed while listening to a song, no matter if it`s in ktv when my friends are singing or when i just listen quietly to my zen on the bus, i`m actually letting a film run through my mind. somehow or rather i think these are my reflections in life. it may not necessarily be relationship problems, it may even be peer problems or work-life concerns, just things which could have happened to me before or even unprecedented incidences. i admit i think alot. that may be a plus point or minus point. but as days passed, the negative value in my life progresses to a positive mark. i don`t need any judgemental comments, i am just who i believe i am. unique and worthy. i realised the beauty of humans is truly flaunted only when they start loving themselves. you may not agree, but take time to observe the externalities. you must discover more than you`ve already learnt. no point trapping yourself in a circle, `cos you will only move round and round and arrive at the same destiny. step out of the circle. take the 1st step. create your own life. everyone will despise you if you let yourself to be. don`t take things for granted too hard. it`s an err humans usually commit, unawared. we understand. accept what comes along with an open heart and mind. =)
and sure i have my own limits too. it`s only human. don`t test my patience on certain things. if you`d done wrong, admit. take a moment to really put yourself in others` shoes. we don`t always expect others to do the same. to influence others, you`ve to start the ball rolling. they`ll see you in a different light one day if you`ve impressed them with your goodwill. that`s all i gonna say.
C.C.phobia. be original baby.
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---
-----
-------undaunted. i just love you.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:17 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
WOW!!! my last post was like 081106? i`m super busy lately. until today, i finally got the time to sit down and blog peacefully. most people want to read my birthday entry, but my birthday was like last sunday? people had been haunting me for photos. well, initially they were hunting for me. now they are haunting me!!! well, relax relax. don`t make me panic! LOL! i`m always slow, people who know me will understand how slow and ''sotong'' i am. XD back to the main topic, my sick 20th birthday.
..101106..
set off to downtown east costa sands resort with hazel and rachel. was still running a fever then. nevertheless, i still entertained rachel with the games in the arcade with hazel. won her a wallet there. went back to my chalet room soon after `cos i was feeling rather unwell. popped my antibiotics and went off to bed after making the bed for everyone and after that little imp slept. did`nt had a good sleep though `cos of that imp again.
..111106..
early in the morning i woke up. was super glad that my fever had subsided. angela arrived and off we headed to escape theme park. well, my favourite ride was temporarily suspended due to upgrading works. but i did not miss out having fun at the go-kart station. and i realised i`m a 'kayu-sotong' driver. i thought i`d frightened the facilitator and rachel. 'galleon' was no longer that terrifying but it made me more giddy. -.- wet and wild was really wet and wild as usual. i was pulled to play four times until the water really dripped everywhere. the rain was coming then after our rides so we returned to our room to freshen up and had a bath. fancy a person running a fever the previous night got herself so wet and was pushed to be the last to bathe. -.-
by 8pm most people had arrived. i really had a hard time entertaining them till i lost my voice yet again. i was super sick again. but i managed to smile in front of my beloved camera. LOL! i`m super apolegetic if i`d not been a good host. pardon me dearies. =) and i realised also, that i did`nt take my dinner that night. had been runnng around fetching my friends and fetching them food. we then cut the cake at 12. really nice cake and photos!!!
THANKS TO:
-ALL WHO ATTENDED. YOUR PRESCENCE ARE REALLY APPRECIATED.
-THE PERSON I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MOST IS YUJIA. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO GOT ME THE CHALET AND ORGANISED MOST OF THE THINGS. SHE MADE IT A SUCCESSFUL ONE. AND NOT FORGETTING THE 700 OVER PAPER CRANES SHIRLEY AND HER FOLDED FOR ME. I WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK FOR THE NEXT 700 OVER DAYS! I`M SURE!
-MUM AND DAD FOR SPONSORING THE FOOD AND HELPED TO BBQ THE FOOD!
-ALL FOR THE PRESENTS, BIG OR SMALL, I LOVE THEM LOADS.
-THOSE WHO DROPPED ME A BIRTHDAY SMS OR EVEN CALLED ME JUST TO SING ME A BIRTHDAY SONG LIVE.
-TO PEOPLE WHO RUSHED DOWN DESPITE THEIR BUSY SCHEDULES AND DESPITE JUST TOUCHING DOWN IN SINGAPORE.
-THOSE WHO STAYED ON OR RUSHED THERE ON TIME TO SING ME THE 4-LANGUAGE-BIRTHDAY-COMBO-SONG! for those who don`t know, i`m so blessed `cos i got my birthday song in english, chinese, malay and even cantonese! malay one led solo by hazel and cantonese one led solo by wick kor! =)
after 3am, i was knocked out. having serious headaches and a bad throat. could`nt help it. surprisingly the sound of the noisy mahjong tiles and the screams of 'ban luck' did not wake me up until wanting and huishan arrived. so touched by the sincerity of many people. and surprisingly when many expected me to cry, i did`nt even shed a tear. LOL! what`s happening to me?! =D
..121106..
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
had a hard time dragging the presents home i realised. thanks for dar`s help to bring them all back to my house. and up till now i have`nt yet found a perfect place to store them. my wardrobe was not enough, my queen-sized bed either. some were still left in the living room, occupying the smaller sofa and my mum was nagging since last sunday. actually i really felt pampered, just like a princess. i love that feeling. THANKS AGAIN.
the amazing twelve. =)
the notorious gang in 2S22'04.
the ACE people.
my sumptuous birthday cake.
me and jasmine. she dropped me a surprise too! so sweet of her.
look at me! i`m the star!!! -.-
i love this. the act cool act guai threesome!
actually i still have lots of pictures, with the mac people, citibank girls and my 15-years friends. but i`m kinda lazy to upload them to photobucket. `cos there're simply too many!!!!!
anyways i`m setting my foot on hong kong next january. one of my dreams. extremely looking forward to it. wick kor will know `cos i`d been like bugging him and asking him alot about hong kong since he's from there. LOL! 他快被我烦死了吧! 給我问东问西!! been sending emails at work to ask him about everything me, hazel and weiquan are curious of. 但是我们真的很excited耶!!!! sorry sorry.. haha! but really got to thank him for booking the air tickets for us at the cheapest price and planning the routes for us. 090107, please come quick!!!!!! haha!!!!
11:23 PM
WOW!!! my last post was like 081106? i`m super busy lately. until today, i finally got the time to sit down and blog peacefully. most people want to read my birthday entry, but my birthday was like last sunday? people had been haunting me for photos. well, initially they were hunting for me. now they are haunting me!!! well, relax relax. don`t make me panic! LOL! i`m always slow, people who know me will understand how slow and ''sotong'' i am. XD back to the main topic, my sick 20th birthday.
..101106..
set off to downtown east costa sands resort with hazel and rachel. was still running a fever then. nevertheless, i still entertained rachel with the games in the arcade with hazel. won her a wallet there. went back to my chalet room soon after `cos i was feeling rather unwell. popped my antibiotics and went off to bed after making the bed for everyone and after that little imp slept. did`nt had a good sleep though `cos of that imp again.
..111106..
early in the morning i woke up. was super glad that my fever had subsided. angela arrived and off we headed to escape theme park. well, my favourite ride was temporarily suspended due to upgrading works. but i did not miss out having fun at the go-kart station. and i realised i`m a 'kayu-sotong' driver. i thought i`d frightened the facilitator and rachel. 'galleon' was no longer that terrifying but it made me more giddy. -.- wet and wild was really wet and wild as usual. i was pulled to play four times until the water really dripped everywhere. the rain was coming then after our rides so we returned to our room to freshen up and had a bath. fancy a person running a fever the previous night got herself so wet and was pushed to be the last to bathe. -.-
by 8pm most people had arrived. i really had a hard time entertaining them till i lost my voice yet again. i was super sick again. but i managed to smile in front of my beloved camera. LOL! i`m super apolegetic if i`d not been a good host. pardon me dearies. =) and i realised also, that i did`nt take my dinner that night. had been runnng around fetching my friends and fetching them food. we then cut the cake at 12. really nice cake and photos!!!
THANKS TO:
-ALL WHO ATTENDED. YOUR PRESCENCE ARE REALLY APPRECIATED.
-THE PERSON I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MOST IS YUJIA. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO GOT ME THE CHALET AND ORGANISED MOST OF THE THINGS. SHE MADE IT A SUCCESSFUL ONE. AND NOT FORGETTING THE 700 OVER PAPER CRANES SHIRLEY AND HER FOLDED FOR ME. I WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK FOR THE NEXT 700 OVER DAYS! I`M SURE!
-MUM AND DAD FOR SPONSORING THE FOOD AND HELPED TO BBQ THE FOOD!
-ALL FOR THE PRESENTS, BIG OR SMALL, I LOVE THEM LOADS.
-THOSE WHO DROPPED ME A BIRTHDAY SMS OR EVEN CALLED ME JUST TO SING ME A BIRTHDAY SONG LIVE.
-TO PEOPLE WHO RUSHED DOWN DESPITE THEIR BUSY SCHEDULES AND DESPITE JUST TOUCHING DOWN IN SINGAPORE.
-THOSE WHO STAYED ON OR RUSHED THERE ON TIME TO SING ME THE 4-LANGUAGE-BIRTHDAY-COMBO-SONG! for those who don`t know, i`m so blessed `cos i got my birthday song in english, chinese, malay and even cantonese! malay one led solo by hazel and cantonese one led solo by wick kor! =)
after 3am, i was knocked out. having serious headaches and a bad throat. could`nt help it. surprisingly the sound of the noisy mahjong tiles and the screams of 'ban luck' did not wake me up until wanting and huishan arrived. so touched by the sincerity of many people. and surprisingly when many expected me to cry, i did`nt even shed a tear. LOL! what`s happening to me?! =D
..121106..
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
had a hard time dragging the presents home i realised. thanks for dar`s help to bring them all back to my house. and up till now i have`nt yet found a perfect place to store them. my wardrobe was not enough, my queen-sized bed either. some were still left in the living room, occupying the smaller sofa and my mum was nagging since last sunday. actually i really felt pampered, just like a princess. i love that feeling. THANKS AGAIN.
the amazing twelve. =)
the notorious gang in 2S22'04.
the ACE people.
my sumptuous birthday cake.
me and jasmine. she dropped me a surprise too! so sweet of her.
look at me! i`m the star!!! -.-
i love this. the act cool act guai threesome!
actually i still have lots of pictures, with the mac people, citibank girls and my 15-years friends. but i`m kinda lazy to upload them to photobucket. `cos there're simply too many!!!!!
anyways i`m setting my foot on hong kong next january. one of my dreams. extremely looking forward to it. wick kor will know `cos i`d been like bugging him and asking him alot about hong kong since he's from there. LOL! 他快被我烦死了吧! 給我问东问西!! been sending emails at work to ask him about everything me, hazel and weiquan are curious of. 但是我们真的很excited耶!!!! sorry sorry.. haha! but really got to thank him for booking the air tickets for us at the cheapest price and planning the routes for us. 090107, please come quick!!!!!! haha!!!!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:23 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
`4 more days. speedy recovery please!
on mc today and on leave for the next 3 working days. i need a good rest absolutely! just got another tuition opportunity. was considering to drop rachel or not. `cos the new opportunity is much more attractive. one, i can just walk over and it saves me the transportation fees and two, i teach 2 kids in 2 hours, meaning i can earn more dollars. i can handle 2 tuitions at the same time on normal days, but during examination peak periods, how am i going to divide my time accordingly? i have to work till 6 and after that i'll be so shagged to the point that my mind`s not going to function. perhaps i`m going to find a replacement tutor for rachel. shall see how. will plan carefully after this sunday.
..041106..
jian li da ge`s 21st birthday at costa sands resort. rushed over as soon as i bought my new hp. =) xms`s 4E4`2000 was there too. it`d been such a long time since i last saw them, especially the guys. most of them ORD`ing soon. still remember the times our class created troubles for the teachers and had a fool in the air-con classroom, the guys playing soccer and volleyball at the back and the girls passing notes and munching goodies halfway through lessons. those were the younger days. in a click of the fingers, 4 years had gone by. our faces, our appearances might have evolved but character wise, we are more or less the same, especially the guys, still as mischievious and the ladies still love to gossip. =)
part of 4E4`2000.
xy, ms, sylvia, hazel, yuen, na-pok, yf`.
na-pok substituted by js.
YF, JS, MS, na-pok, hazel, LJ.
peace please.
my scorpio pendant shimmers!
what is happening? how come they`re also in the picture?
jian li da ge and us.
YC and us.
with the pictures, it marks the end of the celebration. met up with wick kor and his guys after that. reached home at 4am. grogged-
..061106..
went to vivo with dar and zhutou to get zhutou`s levi`s jeans. it`s our clique`s belated birthday present to her. and since adidas was just opposite, i went in to get my clothes too. but to no avail though. =( but nonethelessly, i found the same piece of the correct size at bugis`s adidas. and yes, dar got it for my birthday present! well, i`d actually received a couple of early birthday presents. one red packet from my grandma and a body shop perfume from aunty annie. thanks.
only if i dare to wear contacts. =( 3 little pigs.
yeah baby~ nice shot taken by dar.
looking forward to tomorrow. get well soon YF`. yay! xDxD
11:38 PM
`4 more days. speedy recovery please!
on mc today and on leave for the next 3 working days. i need a good rest absolutely! just got another tuition opportunity. was considering to drop rachel or not. `cos the new opportunity is much more attractive. one, i can just walk over and it saves me the transportation fees and two, i teach 2 kids in 2 hours, meaning i can earn more dollars. i can handle 2 tuitions at the same time on normal days, but during examination peak periods, how am i going to divide my time accordingly? i have to work till 6 and after that i'll be so shagged to the point that my mind`s not going to function. perhaps i`m going to find a replacement tutor for rachel. shall see how. will plan carefully after this sunday.
..041106..
jian li da ge`s 21st birthday at costa sands resort. rushed over as soon as i bought my new hp. =) xms`s 4E4`2000 was there too. it`d been such a long time since i last saw them, especially the guys. most of them ORD`ing soon. still remember the times our class created troubles for the teachers and had a fool in the air-con classroom, the guys playing soccer and volleyball at the back and the girls passing notes and munching goodies halfway through lessons. those were the younger days. in a click of the fingers, 4 years had gone by. our faces, our appearances might have evolved but character wise, we are more or less the same, especially the guys, still as mischievious and the ladies still love to gossip. =)
part of 4E4`2000.
xy, ms, sylvia, hazel, yuen, na-pok, yf`.
na-pok substituted by js.
YF, JS, MS, na-pok, hazel, LJ.
peace please.
my scorpio pendant shimmers!
what is happening? how come they`re also in the picture?
jian li da ge and us.
YC and us.
with the pictures, it marks the end of the celebration. met up with wick kor and his guys after that. reached home at 4am. grogged-
..061106..
went to vivo with dar and zhutou to get zhutou`s levi`s jeans. it`s our clique`s belated birthday present to her. and since adidas was just opposite, i went in to get my clothes too. but to no avail though. =( but nonethelessly, i found the same piece of the correct size at bugis`s adidas. and yes, dar got it for my birthday present! well, i`d actually received a couple of early birthday presents. one red packet from my grandma and a body shop perfume from aunty annie. thanks.
only if i dare to wear contacts. =( 3 little pigs.
yeah baby~ nice shot taken by dar.
looking forward to tomorrow. get well soon YF`. yay! xDxD
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:38 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
new blogskin after 8 months.
november is a sweet month. but a sour one too. perhaps, a cursed one as well. tonnes of loads in my mind still, but i`m taking a step at a time without haste to throw my unwanted burdens away. i`ve been rather moody so i`m apolegetic if i`d swept you guys out with my nasty words. sometimes i mean it though, but most of the times i don`t. will`s kinda right, why do i like to burden myself so much? guess that i can`t help it. it`s in my blood. my heart`s not strong enough to deter the threats. however it`s still not too weak to heart my birthday wishes. i`m not too demanding...
1) my loved ones can be happy and are doing well.
2) i can have 2 more wishes. =)
3) less downturns in my life.
4) i won`t tell you. =P
specially to janice baobei: i heard you. don`t despair nor give up. and like i`ve said, my treat for you and rachel is not just to reward good results. yes, good results are crucial, but i think the hardwork you all put in is the more commendable factor. i know i`m not a good tutor also. so sorry though. and in life, there`re bound to have obstacles and challenges, just like we humans, err `cos of our shortcomings fate has destinied us to possess. these are not to make us weaker but to strenthen our willpower. when you believe, half of the battle`s been won. i know we usually grumble at how bad our life is, but when you really look around, we`re not the worst. perhaps i`m not worth to really speak to you `cos of the nature of my character which you may not have seen, but when i see myself trying, i really feel different. my moods get lighter bit by bit, though not leaps by bounds. well after all, we progress gradually. jiayou ok! you have me to cheer you on. *wink*
10:30 PM
new blogskin after 8 months.
november is a sweet month. but a sour one too. perhaps, a cursed one as well. tonnes of loads in my mind still, but i`m taking a step at a time without haste to throw my unwanted burdens away. i`ve been rather moody so i`m apolegetic if i`d swept you guys out with my nasty words. sometimes i mean it though, but most of the times i don`t. will`s kinda right, why do i like to burden myself so much? guess that i can`t help it. it`s in my blood. my heart`s not strong enough to deter the threats. however it`s still not too weak to heart my birthday wishes. i`m not too demanding...
1) my loved ones can be happy and are doing well.
2) i can have 2 more wishes. =)
3) less downturns in my life.
4) i won`t tell you. =P
specially to janice baobei: i heard you. don`t despair nor give up. and like i`ve said, my treat for you and rachel is not just to reward good results. yes, good results are crucial, but i think the hardwork you all put in is the more commendable factor. i know i`m not a good tutor also. so sorry though. and in life, there`re bound to have obstacles and challenges, just like we humans, err `cos of our shortcomings fate has destinied us to possess. these are not to make us weaker but to strenthen our willpower. when you believe, half of the battle`s been won. i know we usually grumble at how bad our life is, but when you really look around, we`re not the worst. perhaps i`m not worth to really speak to you `cos of the nature of my character which you may not have seen, but when i see myself trying, i really feel different. my moods get lighter bit by bit, though not leaps by bounds. well after all, we progress gradually. jiayou ok! you have me to cheer you on. *wink*
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:30 PM